Hunger and Struggles for Love

I Reli Reli Reli Need You
I Know Im Childish! yes Coz I Hunger For Love And I Really Love You
I Want To Feel Secured! and I want To Be Held Tight
I Seek Attention and Loving Care
I Get Jealous Easily Please Pay Attention to Only me
I Want You To Control Me, Watch My every Step in mY life..
Scold me If U wanted! Coz I reli Needed You to control Me Tight!
I wanna know Your Conditions and Secrets and Things You Held In Heart, let me Comfort You
I will Be Your Pillow, Blanket and Punching Bag, Im willing..

Without You Life Is Meaningless
I Rather Die Than Living Without You

Sorry I Let You Hear My Rants, Im Juz a child in Love

Forgive me For Im weak and helpless

Im Sorry if i let You Down, let me be the one who Catches all Your tears

Liv - FLy

Especially For My Baby Anne

Reaching for the sky so hard
You are trying to get up
From everything motto habataku tame ni

Fighting for your life so hard
Someday you will see the light
Kagayaku tame ni hikari aru michi

I will fight and fight for me
I will show the world what I can do
If I had the wings I will fly high then anything anyone

Fly so high, Fly so high
Dare yori takaku tonde miseru sa
Fly so high, Fly so high
Moetsukiru made tatakaitsuzuke
For my life

I feel alone everyday
Sky of love, Sky of tears
Glory and sadness kodoku norikoe

I've been searching through the dark
If there's a light up ahead
And I will meet you in front of the "Holy Cross"

I will fight and fight for you
I will go anything just for you
If I had the power to fly high then anything anyone

Fly so high, Fly so high
Kaze ga anata ni yuuki wo atae
Fly so high, Fly so high
Sora ni tsutsumare rise now
For your life, I will fly with you

If you feel alone I will be there for you
Take my hand tomo ni hateshinai sora
Come with me now, Fly with me now yume no basho

There is only one sky to fly
Ima koko de fly to your light

Fly so high, Fly so high
Dare yori takaku tonde miseru sa
Fly so high, Fly so high
Moetsukiru made tatakaitsuzuke

* Fly so high for my life
I've been searching throught the dark
I will fight and fight for you

Distances

" Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."

We Got To Hold On To What We Got

It Doesnt makes a Difference That We Make It Or Not

We've Got Each Other and Thats A Lot For Love

We Will Give It A Shot!

Shitty Food Which Almost Cost My Life

Lunch is a total nightmare! I was hungry but in a bad appetite and i went down to "All Joy" and bought 2 pieces of "ABOMINATION JAPANESE SO CALLED BLA BLA BLA YAKI" which is cheap 2 piece only cause RM 2 Bucks! But trust me the taste is reli ABOMINATION!!!

I ate only 1st piece and i vomitted! it ruined my lunch! oh my god dont eat this! i throw the remaining away, maybe dog is not even interested with it, The dough is uncook!

My Baby Is My Reason To Live On

Baby Anne, Maybe You Did Not Realise this But This Words Is From My Heart For You

Ever Since You Came To My Life, You Brought Light To My World, No One Couldnt Replace you coz Your Radiance is Greater Than The Sun Which Can  Makes Even A Dirt Shines!

You Are The Reason For Me To Live On

When I Fell Down You Pick Me Up
You`re the one who Save me when im on the verge of giving up
Your hug and kisses took away my pain and sufferings
Your Tears Made me realise my mistakes and make me right on track
You gave me confidence to face my fears

You gave me wings to fly free
You gave me strength when im weak to break through the obstacles and hardship
You gave me your heart so that i learn to love and care for You even More

I will never know what will happen if i Lose You, If i lose you i found no reason to move on, life will become meaningless and this world will be lifeless once more without you

I will Not shed anymore tears of sorrow but i would bleed for You to protect you from this wretched world.. I promise you i will never make you cry... and watch me live this life with Pride and Joy..

Tough Week

Sigh this is indeed a sad month and a tough week, but rejoice my Bday is Around The Corner! Marks the end of my Suckish month of the year!

Happy One Month Anniversary Baby Anne!

Tomorrow is the day that Im in love for one month. Me and Baby Anne is goin to celebrate our 1st Month together. Never thought that we been so strong bonded together, Always doin the same actions, eating the same things, wearing the same accessories, calling each other dears at the same time and whats amazing! we even dream bout each other the same time. too many coincidences and im amazed, maybe she is the one i been searching for, im deeply loving my baby Anne until i cant control myself sometimes, she is the only one who can make me feel this way, she is the only one who make me blush in pink and the 1st girl i ever cried for with tears of joy!.. God has answered my prayers after all and drop an angel upon me

The journey is sweet, funny and adventurous plus sometimes painful, as i venture along i discover alot of things about us, we laugh together, cheer for each other, care for each other, giving my presents to her with love, help her with her studies, we even cry together... when im in need of support and courage she never fails to come to me with caring words ad comforting. Sometimes we even quarrel for any misunderstandings.. thats the nature of love, we have to give and take in any circumstances.. if there is faith there is love...

Ive never been serious in love before, and i even wrote down our journal, along the path of love.. i want all of the readers to know that "We Must Not Give Up On The Road To Happiness" Cherish and appreciate those who loves you very much and never let negative thoughts get you! Believe in yourself and those who sincerely loves you.. and think of the happy times. we will be fine! The Journey of Love is Not always Sunny and Bright, and it wont be complete without hardship... We live in a too complicated harsh world.. Only those who know True Strength Comes From A True Heart will prevail

Im Hereby, proclaim that i will use all my will and soul and heart to pursue our happiness... i cant give up just yet.. not until i draw my last breath, Especially to my Baby Anne, I will trade in my life for all your pain and suffering, i will always protect you and make u happy and smile! I dont want your Radiance fade away from my world of darkness.. i will put in more effort to love you and to care for your feelings, Gimme a chance to prove that im that man you always dream of. Something we always dreamed of doing together

What i Always Wished for

Day by Day

Waking up to watch the sunrise on your face,

Feel The warmth of your lips on my cheeks

How You Naughtily tickles and poke me to wake me up

Feel Your Heart Beating Close to Mine

Kissing Your Forehead and Telling You How Much i Love You
Rub and snuggle Your nose With Mine

Hugs You Tight and Letting You Pinch My Cheeks to reminds me That Its Not A Dream

Then We Share Breakfast together on the bed.. and then Kiss You with My Oily Mouth. :X

If Dear gets angry, Then we can have Pillow Fight! how awesome can this life be =)

Only Me And You

Happy 1st Month Anniversary! 

I Love You Anne Khong Now And Forever

Until The Time Is Through

With Lots Of Love

Gavin

Always Beside You =)

Always Beside You And Protecting You My Dearest Anne =)

=)

I will stay Beside You =)

The Song What I want To do Once i Have A Lover,

Everytime i hear this song, my heart beats with the music, Why? because this is the 1st Korean song i ever love, My Baby intro it to me and i never thought i like this song since its Korean, the meaning is Sweet, Innocent and Pure,

It Reminds me of My Beloved Chagiyah~ I can listen to this song all over and over again without getting sick of It~ I will always be reminded of her =)

Been trying to memorise this song and i manage to memorise the chorus part, Its sweet! and i sang to her coz i wan her to know i feel the same way too... I will always love her only and i wont give up on her.. No matter what other people say i dont care, i just want her!

Im gonna prove that Long Distance Relationship Will Works when our Heart Are Connected and Beat As One!

Baby Anne,

If youre reading this, i want you to know that my heart will never change for you and i will not gonna let anything stop us! As long as Our Relationship Last this Music will never Stop, i will keep playing it till eternity, this song is how we began =)

I Love You!

What I Want To Do Once i Have A Girlfriend (Baby Anne)

If i have a Girlfriend

there will be so many things i wanna do with Her

I've dreamt i have a girlfriend like that 

The first, kissing her in the street 

The second, catching the early flight with her

The third, going picnic with Her 

The fourth, the piggy back ride 

The fifth, the couple ring is basic to our love

It'll be really sweet then 

The thought of it makes my heart flutter

I'll try to do every one a day with you

I'm so happy to be with you 

I'm so happy we both are together

You're real treasure to me 

My baby ~~ 

If i have a Girlfriend 

There will be so many things i wanna do 

I've always envied another's girlfriend

The sixth, i'll go to late night movies with you 

The seventh, i'll go to amusement parks with you 

The eighth, i'll hold a surprise event for you

I'll be really happy because of you 

I've been alone during my birthday 

I've nothing to do on the weekend 

But i'm eagerly looking forward to such named days 

I'm so happy to be with you 

I'm so happy we both are together 

Everyday what i really try to do with you

Is to tell you " I Love You " 

What i really want to hear from you 

Is such a word " I Love You too " 

Thank you for coming to me 

I'm so happy to be with you 

You are my only love

My baby boo ~~ 

For My Baby Anne =)

I wonder why? Is This really Happening?

Why does my heart beat thump thump simply at the thought
I’m going to do each of things daily daily daily with you
My day is enjoyable because I have you, now that the two of us are together
My precious you, baby baby baby baby boo~ 


We iroke dugun dugun dugun dweni sengakman hedo
Han gajishik meil meil meil nowa da he bol koya
Nan nega iso haruga julgowo ijenun duriranun ge
Ne sojunghan no baby baby baby boo~

I reli reli reli, Appreciate Someone special for accompanying me and listening to my ramblings and hardships. Without her i am lost

Whenever its raining, she bring sunshine to my life, when im fall down she picks me up, when i cry, she is my shoulder to cry on, My bolster when im reli tired, when i am lonely she came to me. When im on the verge of giving up she took my hand and bring me away from this wretched place.

After all the hardships i been thru, i finally understand how great love can be.. i can never thank her enough for all the love and care she showered upon me.. Dear, You are the greatest! 

Not Alone

Baby Anne


I will Never Give up


Because


You're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone


I will Never be Alone anymore

A very Bad March

This Month is a very bad month indeed, im tired already of this month i hope April is a better month, Oh yeah Its My fav Month of the year, Its When Im born, My Bday is Just Next Sunday! so Happy birthday to myself

March Was a very unfortunate indeed, got involved with an accident and my left arm twisted... God saved my life... Im alive and i survive but i wrecked the company car and i have to pay for the damages, i lost the mood to celebrate or play...eat or laugh... got shunned by so called friends...  I hope everything just go away! im reli tired already... but i just face with a grin coz i want to let the sunshine in my life

Might not be celebrating this month Because there is Alot to be done, Oh well there goes my bday, But I remember i will be celebrating with my someone Special Instead.. My Girlfriend, She wanna sing me a song and i cant wait to hear her Sweet voice =) Thank U Dear! muaks i love you, Dear Thank You for being there for me when i needed you, Ure the only one i turn to when im sad or in pain, i just wanna cry on your shoulders, when i wrote this journal im in tears... I miss My Baby AnneGL so much..

I promise i will stand up and face this whole new world with My brave and strong resolve, i will not let my baby Anne down, i will face everything with a smile! i will work harder in the future for my love one and i will never make you cry Anne!

Ichirin No Hana

You are you and only you
Nobody can take your place
Don’t wilt, my single flower

The light doesn’t shine on you properly
You’re a flower that has bloomed in the shadows
Your roots became caught in a place you didn’t want to be
And you can’t move

It’s OK to spill out the feelings you’ve got shut up inside

I’ll take in all your pain and hardship and everything
So don’t cry, smile, my single flower

Even now, as you are on the verge of wilting
I want to see your innocent form again

I want to be your strength

Even if a time comes when everyone turns against you
I’ll protect you

You should notice that there is no other
You should notice that there is no next time
You should notice that there is no other
You should notice that there is no next...
Time notice that you should notice that
Notice that there's no other

You are you and only you
All the way up to now, and forever after
Even if a time comes when everyone turns against you
I’ll protect you
Don’t wilt, my single flower

You should notice that there is no other
You should notice that there is no next time
You should notice that there is no other
You should notice that there is no next...
Time notice that you should notice that
Notice that there's no other

The Significant Of Zero

Why I chosen Zero As My Fav Number and i been using Zero as My Nick or codename?

Zero, Its empty and void but it holds Vast Possibilities! Nothing is impossible and all values are born from Zero

Juz like a saying i always been quoting, Perfection is Limitation but Imperfection has Potentials!

My ouchie arm has gotten stronger!

Weee halleluyah! my twisted arm is cured!!! able to carry light stuff and some shitty heavy DVD Sleeves!

Someday will be able to carry the burden of my loved ones! and punch some assholes who piss me up =)

Someone Special In My Life, An Angel In Our Midst

27 March 2011

A very significant date that i will never forget, Someone Special In my life, YES! My Beloved Girlfriend....
OH Boy! sure Im Fcking Luckiest Man On earth that God Sent me an Angel/Lover/Fiancee/Soulmate
Thank God! finally im not alone anymore..

Her name is Miss Anne
She is Charismatic, Loving, Charming, Just and Mature at her age, she is one fine girl she took my heart away and now im crazy in love for her, Ever since she became my girlfriend, my life is not the same anymore... I have no regrets, but im reborned with a stronger resolve and i became more brave to face this dark wretched world.

Its been the 4th week we been together, after many difficult trials and tribulation,  we became stronger.. our love became more passionate than before, i vow to love her more and more each day.. i hope she feel the same way too, my love for her is like a burning eternal flames, i cant afford to lose her and my life is fully for her and im hers alone for now..

Alot of things she has done for me and i will never thank her enough, I cant Offer the whole world for her but all i can give to her is my heart

I Love You Anne and i thank you for everything and for all the goodness you brought in to my life
Im sorry for the times i hurt you and i promise you that i will be the one who catches all your tears and turn it into rainbows for you

Dawn Of Dreams

I had enough of bad life, im tired of being bossed around, I have my pride and i want freedom! I fed up with my dark past, Now the journey begin for me to rise!