Monday, 11 April 2011

Missing You

Constantly Baby, You're On My Mind
I Think About You All Of The Time
Even Though Words Are Hard To Say
Girl I Miss You
Never Thought I Feel This Way

I cant Shake Off This Feelings

I wonder why, There is this feeling.. that grips me everyday, Never in My life i felt this way

When I Miss My Baby and whenever im lonely...

I have no urge of playing games
I have no Appetite to eat, all my fav food are tasteless
I have No Mood to Watch My Fav show
I feel restless... i cant sleep, cant rest and when i tries to sleep i juz roll on bed
I have No mood to go out
I Left My Psp on the table to collect dust....
I cant rest, I Lose concentration and focus
Keep looking at my Phones wondering when will you call or text?
Remembering All The things You said to me, All Those sweet phrases which pierced my heart
Been wondering have i Treat you well or the other way round
I feel guilty for making u sad sometimes
A Piece of me is Missing... wad am i missing?

Im In Pain and Agony Right Now....


Whenever i close my eyes, I see only You.. Youre running around in my head and your voice still fresh in my mind.. My Mind is Only You...

Feels like Nothing makes me happier than You by my side, For You My Only One who can Save me from this feelings

I cant Help it, You keep me drowning in Your Love, I tried to be strong but i was swept away by love
I always believe im headstrong and full of pride, but now Pride and Courage cant save me anymore..
Im Not Perfect....
Im just a child... I hunger for affection and attention

I Really Miss You Baby, I need you
Hoping that you will come back to me
Im sorry for the times i made you sad
After What we been through happiness or sorrows, I promise you i will trade my everything with your happiness and your future let me carry it for you.. All your burdens i will carry it all

I cant Offer you the whole world, i cant offer you riches and fortune.. but my life, Take it dear... u have the right on me.. My heart take it! its yours...
I remember what i promised you and i wont stop until i fulfil them

Make The Best Bday Bash for you
The Special Marriage You ever wanted
Change myself for you.... im willing to cast down my pride for you
Happiness and Love I give u my all in all

There is nothing i ever reli wanted, i forgotten my own wish list...
Phones, consoles, carreers, riches, they mean nothing....

I realised The Best thing in life i ever wanted

"You"

Only You can save me from this wretched world

I always been reminded how Lucky i am, To Know You and To Love You.. I want to make You feel special
Princess in my heart, grants me love, peace and courage....

I Will Always Love You Anne, I declared it everyday....

Forever and Ever

Sunday, 10 April 2011

End OF The World



Will It Ever Came True? I Pray Hard This Day Never Came...

世界末日-Shin

要抱你才能够入睡
思念你只剩下疲惫
爱过你才懂得甜美
再爱谁也都无味
但这世界太多暧昧
这世界太多暧昧
只有你我清楚而绝对
绝不留后路去退
爱到爆裂冲破了极限

世界末日不躲远
不是爱你的终点
就算眼睛听不见
我的手会记住你的脸
世界末日那一天
有你陪在我身边
就算耳朵听不见
拥抱就是最美的诺言

要抱你才能够入睡
思念你只剩下疲惫
爱过你才懂得甜美
再爱谁也都无味
但这世界太多暧昧
这世界太多暧昧
只有你我清楚而绝对
绝不留后路去退
爱到爆裂冲破了极限

第一次觉得放不下
第一次心情像海洋
第一次无力抵挡
第一次会那么的渴望

世界末日不躲远
不是爱你的终点
就算眼睛听不见
我的手会记住你的脸
世界末日那一天
有你陪在我身边
就算耳朵听不见
拥抱就是最美的诺言

Yeah I don't wanna goodbye. I just wanna live my life with you

Thursday, 7 April 2011

INTI Make me Post this!!! My unclaimed deposit!! no News!

INTI poem

At first I love INTI
But INTI loves my money
I ask money from daddy
But daddy asks mummy
Mummy goes to INTI
And find out why INTI's so greedy
The lift always mati
And the guards look like monkey
That's why I started to hate INTI

INTI don't love me
What for I love INTI
All they need is money
Nothing but money, money and money

The lecturers teach like bugs bunny
No wonder they're so lousy
And their faces look so funny
Like Talos the mummy

Futhermore, more more money flows to INTI
But they never plant more trees
All because they want to save money
Make all students feel hot to mati

First I entered INTI I got no kaki
Later I found someone likes to play tai tee
Then I started don't want to study
Here we can find a lot of kaki judi
That's why we must blame INTI

Since I entered INTI I cant see any leng lui lili sexy

Even the lecturers are more pretty
I always want to date them for tea
But I always kejar they always lari

Dr. Lim from SOLLA always lan si
People said his pucuk already mati
Even Viagra also tak boleh jadi
That's why loh people say he is 'cc'

He likes to tell jokes to everybody
But his joke never funny
Sometimes people thinks that he's crazy
Dr. Lim so pity

INTI's toilets really smelly
No water no api
Even you haven't pee
You want to lari
Always complain they also say soli soli

Tan Yew Sing always said his INTI got quality
Instead everyone knows they are lousy
INTI motive just to earn more money
So that they can pay lecturers salary
And INTI share in KLSE can naik lagi
Waterfish like us always press by INTI
Just to tipu more more money

That is all the story about INTI
Which loves money
But after all I still come to INTI
To contribute money

(You are not in INTI?
You are very lucky
Coz INTI can't bluff your money
just cabut and jangan kembali~!!)

Student of INTI
no way to lari
already jadi SuiYee (waterfish)
please tell everybody
jangan kena tipu lagi

专属天使


This Song is Dedicated To My Beloved Anne coz She is My Angel =)

I Love You Very Much Anne

愛上你不如愛上海


愛上你不如愛上海


我不想再一個人醒過來
所以在街上徘徊
幻想你會迎面走來

我不想太清醒面對未來
所以跟自己喝開
用酒精將自己掩埋

我從外灘頂樓看海
我想你在千里之外
檢查手機有沒有開
我想你會打來

愛 讓我學會等待
讓我脾氣變壞
懷疑自己何必要存在

愛你讓我好孤單
面對所有人看壞
都說愛上你不如愛上海

想想我們這一路走過來
衝突多過了愉快
愉快多過對愛坦白


黃浦江已流大海
我想你在千里之外
夜深了你還不打來
我想你在 你在

愛 讓我學會等待
讓我脾氣變壞
懷疑自己何必要存在

愛你讓我好孤單
面對所有人看壞
都說愛上你不如愛上海

愛(愛) 讓我學會等待
讓我習慣失敗
懷疑自己何必要存在

愛你讓我好孤單
不要連你都看壞
你是我永世依賴
今生最愛的最愛
別說我愛上你 不如愛上海

Monday, 4 April 2011

My Ambitions

Rumours saying that the End Is Near coming soon, Sigh why do some pple expecting it like they are hoping for it! its kinda crazy!, we live in a crazy world indeed..

Disasters, Deseases, Heresies, Sins have corrupted this beautiful world...
Greed, Lust, Wrath, Gluttony, Pride, Jealousy and Sloth Have Corrupted Us Humans..
Wars and wars!

Its Sad to Live in this world now... Cant be Helped but now i cant think too much about this..

I still want to live on and i have many many many things that i always wanted to do

So Many Places to go
So Many Dreams need to be achieved
So Many work to be done
So Many Times I needed for it

Get a Better Job with more future,
I wanna buy a dream home,
I wanna buy a better car
I wanna Travel to Milan, Prague, Tokyo, Kyoto, Seoul, United States, New Zealand, Taiwan and So Much more..
Marry my beloved girlfriend.. *shy shy*
Giving my Mom and Dad the best Wedding Anniversary gifts

I Know, im not born in a perfect family, i envy some of my friends who are born in rich family, they have wad they always wanted... living in a carefree life, enjoy everyday.. while i have to work my ass off n this cruel society... Nothing in life is for free... everything has its price to pay!

Dear God, i pray that You continue to grant us a peaceful life without having to worry about what future may hold...  i will continue with my life's struggles and fight till the bitter end, i will never be content until my ambition can finally be realized..

The Song Que Sera Sera taught me a valuable lesson

Whatever will be will be, the future is not for us to see... i always believed that i can change my destiny if i work hard but sometimes things may turn out different from what we expected.. then there is no other way than to work harder and hope that miracle happens...

Best Regards
-Lord Gavin-

Sunday, 3 April 2011

Ai Shang Ni

My Dear Dear Sang Me a Meaningful song Last Nice and Im Touched, Eventhough At 1st She is Shy To sing it but without thinking twice she sang to me this Meaningful song Ai Shang Ni!

Thx Dear Dear!

Friday, 1 April 2011

Mock Quarrel

Just Now having a Mock Quarrel with My Beloved Dear! hahahaha but i lose, I guess i cant Quarrel With My Dear =( coz i too soft